In order to have a high point, there must also be a low to compare it to. The peaks and valleys of life are defined by the plateaus that they interrupt. Right now your experiences are about much more than just swaggering between conquests or bouncing from one crisis to the next. Find your quiet space and build a nest in it. Avoid taking unnecessary risks, especially where your finances are concerned. Bad decisions you make now could lead to bigger problems down the road.